bah another day has pass!!

oh wow its like another 1 week for me to update my blog?? hahaha... like wat the hell??!! another wow for me finding out that i got backstab in someone's blog?? you noe life really sucks when someone dunno wat you tink and actually tot of other thing?? if you do not understand wat on earth is goin on in my life then be a fren ask me la... no need to backstab!! to backstab leaves scars in a persons heart ok! i dun gv a single damn that those people who i once called my good frens dun like me because i cry!! thats because you guys dun bother to ask wats happenin... yea i so noe it that you have every other buggers in the entire friggin world there for you!! when i always try being a fren i end up being the dumbass... you noe wat? i so damn friggin regret that i try to be a damn ass fren... thanx for all the "asses who treats me like another ass"... i "love" you guys... like bah!! get a freakin life for goodness sick... wat makes me so sad is that people use me... like when they have problems they come to me and when they got no problem "who is amelia again?"... thats wat i get for being the fren who cares... yea i noe i do cry but i dun wanna scream at you guys i dun wanna show my anger... if people dun cry how on earth can people express their feelings or let it out man!! damn the shit out of me!! ever since then i feel so insecure in school... wat the heck has happen man... its like i feel betrayal everywhere... who should i trust?? yea who the hell should i trust?? i so love my church frens... like oh thank god you guys are always wit me man... *sobs*... life kinda suck at times... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i so wanna stand on the rooftops and scream the entire heart out...
watever wil be wil be... ill forgive and forget but pls ask me wat is wrong b4 sayin that i love to cry... you may not friggin noe that mayb i have problems that i really need help and i need to talk to someone... OWKAYY!! back to last week... i have entire fun runnin around gardens after the mall close.. hahaha... i went to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd wit chermayne, charity, jozzy, elaine, doug and chee wai.. oh elaine we went there to meet her cuz she was half way shoppin wit her frens.. hahaha... so the show was damn funny but before that we went around the mall which is like damn quiet cuz all the shops close already..haha... then we went to starbucks minum-minum... after that we waited til 12 midnight then we went for our movie... hahahaha... on sunday i went to 1U wit my parents... they bought me hoodies from 'pull and bear'... they were having further reduction so it was damn cheap.. hahaha... on monday fell sick cuz not enough sleep... doctor prescripe 4 kinda pills and 1 bottle of sirap... like ugh!! i taste like medicine... hahaha... now ok di... hahahaha... so pictures wil be up on wat random stuff we did at the mall.. hahaha...